Critical

So critical of who I am
Am I that hard to stand
Will I ever meet your needs
Changing all the time
Do I insult you and leave you behind
Pushing away
Should pull to stay
Forever support
Broken to the floor
Down to my soul
How long will it go

A Day in the Sun

Sucking the life out of me
How did it get to be
Can't fake it anymore
Please god get me out of the fucking door
I hate who I have become
Look around to see what is done
I'm done with the bullshit
I need to quit

Free Fall

Free fall until now
How do I step down
Let it go
Nothing lasts forever
How much longer can I endure
Pulled both ways
Stuck in this damn haze
Let go of the restraints
It all seems so faint
Standing still
Let go of all will

Now or Never

Take it or leave it
Having a hard time
Waste of time or scared to find
Open the door
Face the demons to your core
Now or never
Is this forever
Urge to run
Cant be undone

Falling

Forget what I said
Long gone and dead
Falling back to nothing
Was it ever something?
Can't believe I'm here
My mind clouded with fear
Never thought it would come to this

Defined

Guard down for once
Trusted enough to jump
Betrayed and scarred
Never again will it go down that far
Truth comes easy
Seeing it for what it should be
Hard enough as it is
I scream for this to give
Defined by character within
True colors arise and live
Cant turn back
Past is gone
Look how far I have come along

Walk Away

Walk away
Thats all that you can say
Dropped down to the concrete
Kicked me off of my feet
Walk away
Didnt have the decency to stay
Follow it around
It will always let you down
Walk away
Stand up and face me
That will not set you free
Disbelief conquers my soul
For this was never my goal
Walk away
Slammed the door
Feet to the floor
Down to my core
Cant do this anymore
Walk away