Saturday, October 17, 2009

Present

Together again
How can we be friends
Separated to the end
Why did we forget
You never understand
I tried to let you in
I turned
You learned
I regret
You left
Where are we
You are free
I am in need
Just leave
Please believe
Will we ever be on one knee
Old ways
Makes me stray
Please stay
Do or die
Left my side
Fading quickly
Swore it would never be apart
So far
Dying before my heart
Thought I knew
You shown through
Cant believe were here
Never more clear
Wish we woke up
Your so abrupt
How could you do this
So broken and torn
I needed you
Turned your back
Said you were through
So quick to move
I stood my ground for you
Push to the future
To go find your her
Always here
Im in fear
Back and forth
Quit at the door
Cant open it
You already quit
Face my reality
Set in stone
Let this go...

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Staind

Forget the past
I see you at last
Holding on to never
She walked away for the better
True colors bleed
Who do you see
The past holds onto you
Coming out seeping through

Monday, September 7, 2009

My Goodbye

Set sail from me
Here again now I see
Broken again
You said
Light shine
I was blind
Open and exposed
Fake and unclothed
Old ways you became
Blew out the burning flame
Tried to disguise
Too smart to realize
Who you are and always were
Conformed to me
I could never be your her
Never share true thought
I believed and fought
Betrayed by you
Exhausted I am through
Walking away now and forever
Looking back on this endeavor
Inside how does it feel
You broke your own deal
Never to turn back to who you were
Did I just not see it was all a blur
Trust and bond
I'm walking away now, I'm gone...

Monday, April 27, 2009

Edge

Can't turn back now
Never thought I would allow
So much time wasted
Kept it all in and debated
Finally I think I see
You were the one that always believed
I'm the one with the heavy heart
Never thought we could be apart
Opened up my eyes to see
You always knew it would be

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Split

Should have let you go a long time ago
I know you knew this but let it go
Split at the heart
That is what tore us apart
Down to this
I never wanted it
Things will never be the same
No matter what we say or claim
Live for now and with your heart
Don't worry about me I can survive this part

Lost

Lost in my own skin
I honestly don't think I can win
Far from what I have dreamed
Though I don't think I could have ever seen
How did I get here so fast
Time flew right by me and now I miss the past
Easier said than done
I hate what I have become
Shake myself out of this dream
One day I will see

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Give up
What was lost
Never thought
Cant go one like that
He turned
She got burned
Moving on
But how can you for so long
A piece of me died
You were never by my side
Far away
He will never stay
She looked back
This is all in the past
Burning to the core
Slammed the door
Forget
You won this bet
Alone
Or you cant break down my wall made of stone
Move on
I can overcome