Treading

Hello world where have I been?
Searching this long and I stand alone with nothing to win
Stand up and scream aloud
Where do I go from here and how
Save me from myself please
Begging and pleading I give all I need
Treading on the water of the world

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Blank canvas today
Stuck in the color grey
Looking back to an open space
Never thought this would be the case
So much time has passed
How did I ever last
Facing new fears
No one will ever see my tears
Who will join me
Dreadful its not what it seems
Stepping into a new me
Wondering all the time who it will be
Who ever wants to be alone
From the shadows I sit at home