Present

Together again
How can we be friends
Separated to the end
Why did we forget
You never understand
I tried to let you in
I turned
You learned
I regret
You left
Where are we
You are free
I am in need
Just leave
Please believe
Will we ever be on one knee
Old ways
Makes me stray
Please stay
Do or die
Left my side
Fading quickly
Swore it would never be apart
So far
Dying before my heart
Thought I knew
You shown through
Cant believe were here
Never more clear
Wish we woke up
Your so abrupt
How could you do this
So broken and torn
I needed you
Turned your back
Said you were through
So quick to move
I stood my ground for you
Push to the future
To go find your her
Always here
Im in fear
Back and forth
Quit at the door
Cant open it
You already quit
Face my reality
Set in stone
Let this go...

Staind

Forget the past
I see you at last
Holding on to never
She walked away for the better
True colors bleed
Who do you see
The past holds onto you
Coming out seeping through

My Goodbye

Set sail from me
Here again now I see
Broken again
You said
Light shine
I was blind
Open and exposed
Fake and unclothed
Old ways you became
Blew out the burning flame
Tried to disguise
Too smart to realize
Who you are and always were
Conformed to me
I could never be your her
Never share true thought
I believed and fought
Betrayed by you
Exhausted I am through
Walking away now and forever
Looking back on this endeavor
Inside how does it feel
You broke your own deal
Never to turn back to who you were
Did I just not see it was all a blur
Trust and bond
I'm walking away now, I'm gone...

Edge

Can't turn back now
Never thought I would allow
So much time wasted
Kept it all in and debated
Finally I think I see
You were the one that always believed
I'm the one with the heavy heart
Never thought we could be apart
Opened up my eyes to see
You always knew it would be

Split

Should have let you go a long time ago
I know you knew this but let it go
Split at the heart
That is what tore us apart
Down to this
I never wanted it
Things will never be the same
No matter what we say or claim
Live for now and with your heart
Don't worry about me I can survive this part

Lost

Lost in my own skin
I honestly don't think I can win
Far from what I have dreamed
Though I don't think I could have ever seen
How did I get here so fast
Time flew right by me and now I miss the past
Easier said than done
I hate what I have become
Shake myself out of this dream
One day I will see

Give up
What was lost
Never thought
Cant go one like that
He turned
She got burned
Moving on
But how can you for so long
A piece of me died
You were never by my side
Far away
He will never stay
She looked back
This is all in the past
Burning to the core
Slammed the door
Forget
You won this bet
Alone
Or you cant break down my wall made of stone
Move on
I can overcome

Missing
Always wishing
Clear
Or disappear
Forgotten
Have I lost again
Give up
No luck
Forever
How will I endure...

Move on she said
Some things are better left unsaid
Running thoughts cross my mind
Cant figure out where to find
What have I lost in the fire
Burnt to the ground ashes only perspire
Rain falling down to seal
What has been done I cant appeal
Wash away the tears of me
Blind I can no longer see
Scream to save what I have become
Going down the road nothing can overcome

Pass the time
Without me on your mind
Full of lies
Soon this chapter will die
All you have become is fake
Do you not see what is at stake
Drowning in your sorrows
Asking to be alone
Digging the hole to the past
Trust me you will never last

Status and moods
You are such a fool
All the lies
You told to pass the time
Change is what you claim
You played a good game
I hope you enjoyed the ride
Because I just passed you by
Shocking to see
Who you just became to be

Not surprised at what you've become
You say I'm going back to what I have become
Can't even rise above
So sad that it can't be done
Gone down every road
There is no turning back not even if I could
Always saying something different
I am what I have become and that is evident

Another Chapter

Growing up is hard to do
I said thats it
You said we were through
Contradict your own words
Heavy heart is the burden
Stand up and overcome
Beat down and done
Walking away
Theres no point to stay
Shrug my shoulders at this
Typical of you to not see it
So over the back and forth
Life cant give you everything to support
Another chapter

Critical

So critical of who I am
Am I that hard to stand
Will I ever meet your needs
Changing all the time
Do I insult you and leave you behind
Pushing away
Should pull to stay
Forever support
Broken to the floor
Down to my soul
How long will it go

A Day in the Sun

Sucking the life out of me
How did it get to be
Can't fake it anymore
Please god get me out of the fucking door
I hate who I have become
Look around to see what is done
I'm done with the bullshit
I need to quit