Staring

Staring into the open space
I have been alone so long
I no longer see your face
Trusting what I know lies beneath the core
I followed you but stopped at your door
Trying so hard not to wonder
I have been here forever
Will it ever be like it was before
Will I ever find someone who will be my cure
For what love and hope I ever had
I wonder in my loneliness are you ever sad
Lying to save your own thoughts
Was I that bad for you to forget our past
Eventually I will rebuild what I lost
My heart will mend itself and forget at what cost
I deserve more than you could ever give
You kicked me down and now I will live
Searching forever to find what is mine
I have to wait and just give it time
2006