Dreams

Haunting my dreams
You collide with everything inside of me
How do I get rid of you
Even though I know that we are through
You are constantly in my thoughts
I never knew what this would cause
Please get out of my shit
I tell myself this is it
I fear seeing you face to face
I need to get the fuck out of this place
Go haunt someone else
So they can feel what I felt
My anger increases as the days go by
You never even wanted to try
So many things I would love to say to you
So you can understand how I am so through
All the bullshit and lies
I really have to say goodbye
It all makes sense now
You really didn’t give a shit
And that is why you were so foul
How could I be so blind
All I was to you was some great find
Waiting around for my dream man
All you wanted was a maid at your hand
The constant struggle to get inside your mind
You blocked me out and left me behind
All the times I tried to mend what went wrong
You just sat there and pretended and then wrote me a song
What the fuck was I supposed to think
You played such a good game of fixing our missing link
How could you do this to me
Please someone let me see
I fucking hate how I feel
But for some reason it is so easy for you to deal
Go back to your old ways
And you can only count the days
Of how you fucked up
And now you’re the one out of luck
You’re poor excuse of getting out without any doubt
I scream for you to hear you are the one who fucking missed out
I am who I am and I won’t change for anyone
Especially you who swore to me that I was it and then you were done
2005