Status and moods
You are such a fool
All the lies
You told to pass the time
Change is what you claim
You played a good game
I hope you enjoyed the ride
Because I just passed you by
Shocking to see
Who you just became to be

Not surprised at what you've become
You say I'm going back to what I have become
Can't even rise above
So sad that it can't be done
Gone down every road
There is no turning back not even if I could
Always saying something different
I am what I have become and that is evident

Another Chapter

Growing up is hard to do
I said thats it
You said we were through
Contradict your own words
Heavy heart is the burden
Stand up and overcome
Beat down and done
Walking away
Theres no point to stay
Shrug my shoulders at this
Typical of you to not see it
So over the back and forth
Life cant give you everything to support
Another chapter

Critical

So critical of who I am
Am I that hard to stand
Will I ever meet your needs
Changing all the time
Do I insult you and leave you behind
Pushing away
Should pull to stay
Forever support
Broken to the floor
Down to my soul
How long will it go

A Day in the Sun

Sucking the life out of me
How did it get to be
Can't fake it anymore
Please god get me out of the fucking door
I hate who I have become
Look around to see what is done
I'm done with the bullshit
I need to quit

Free Fall

Free fall until now
How do I step down
Let it go
Nothing lasts forever
How much longer can I endure
Pulled both ways
Stuck in this damn haze
Let go of the restraints
It all seems so faint
Standing still
Let go of all will

Now or Never

Take it or leave it
Having a hard time
Waste of time or scared to find
Open the door
Face the demons to your core
Now or never
Is this forever
Urge to run
Cant be undone